He should be here.
He should be here. He should be here with me. He should be here with us. He should be here. He should be here getting ready to start VPK He should be here hitting milestones. He should be here throwing tantrums. He should be here. He should be here growing up with his sisters. He should be here growing up with his cousins. He should be here growing with us as a family. He should be here. He should be here testing my patience. He should be here causing chaos. He should be here fighting with me. He should be here. He should be here going to sleep with me. He should be here having me love him. He should be here with me - as son and mama. He should be here. Oliver should be here with me. He should be here. He's not here. We had such a short time together. And today it's hard for me to understand why he isn't here with me now. It's days like today that make me question everything in my life. It's days like today that I can't see clear